Well lets see. I'm still employed at the same place, despite being given my one days notice, twice. I've taken up table tennis during my breaks, which means I inhale my food and as a result spend about 10 of my 10 and a half at hours at work on my feet. When I started I could barely stand long enough to make it to my breaks. I guess my improved endurance is some trade off for spending time at a place that gives me no new skills, or anything that would remotely make me more employable, well except for more of the same.

I grow tired of searching for work relevant to my degree. With my experience not really backing up my degree good work appears unobtainable, making the search doomed from the beginning. If I took an 'anything' job I think the interview would flop as I couldn't convince myself I wanted the job, let alone an interviewer.

So, being that I could count the times I've left the house for social purposes in the last 7 months on one hand, hell I could add Wellington visits combined with job interviews on the same hand. I don't really see the point of it all. I've traded so much of my life to become a certified shut-in who has saved a few grand in the process. I'm not sure how long I'm meant to do this, there isn't an arbitrary number I'm aware of that I'm trying to save to. Nothing better is coming along. And who knows perhaps I'll get something else and look back at what I do now with fondness.

I miss university.